On your birthday....

February
has always been special
we celebrate birthday together
not the same date though
but it meant a lot to me.

That few years
I held you in my arms
with all my love
for you are the first

That few years
we have been together
shall remain in heart forever

Today
on your birthday
marks the second year
of my non-existence
for we have drifted apart
under the sad circumstances

May be one day
when you become a man
you will understand
and the truth you shall find
that I will love you till the end
May be one day

I'll be counting the years
when you will come by
and listen to my words
the story on my side
just may be one day
we will celebrate our birthday
together again.

May be one fine day.

Happy Birthday Boboy!

Azian
9.2.2015

Ceritalah

Ceritalah
aku akan mendengar
setiap degup resahmu
setiap detik kepiluan itu
meskipun aku tak punya jawapan.

Ceritalah lagi
aku akan setia mendengar
setiap baris kisah silam itu
setiap lakaran harapanmu
walaupun berkali 
aku tidak jemu.

Ceritalah lagi
aku sudah menjadi pendengar setia
teman berbicara
tentang kau
tentang dia
tentang kita.

Ceritalah lagi
semoga nanti
aku ada jawapannya
semoga nanti
kau akan temui bahagia

Ceritalah lagi.....Puteri!

Azian
5hb Feb 2015

Never Thought It's You

Lonely and sad
searching and looking
for a soul
to come by and cwtch
telling me it's gonna be alright
never thought it will be

Searching and wishing
for a soul
to tap on my shoulder
and hold my hand
walking together
never thought it's you

We laugh
we talk for hours
just like lovers
but the we are just best friends
found each other
destined together
never thought it will you

Sharing the secret of our life
you're my angel
you're my answered prayer
you're my friend
never thought it's you.

18/01/15

Ceritanya....

Aku mendengar cerita
ada hati yang luka
ada jiwa yang melara.

Aku mendengar lagi
deraian airmata menjadi saksi
setiap keluh kesah merindui.

Aku tahu
luka itu bukan yang biasa
Aku tahu
lara itu tiada kesudahannya
sungguh aku tahu.

Percayalah
rasa itu tidak kemana haluannya
disitu juga
kerana bila realiti menyapa
akal akan bersuara.

Sehebat mana rasa itu membelenggu
lupakanlah
lupakanlah
lepaskanlah
biarkan ia berlalu
kerana aku tahu
sakitnya menongkah arus
sungguh aku tahu.

naz_jtb

You did...

...the damage u have done
without realising it,
the changes you have cause
without knowing it,
and it goes on
with me hating all of it,
my precious
my most treasured
has lost the touch 
no matter how it measured...

3rd Sept 2014

My Baby

My Baby

Years ago when I was young
I was blessed with a beautiful niece
She is God's greatest gift
How lucky I am to have a niece like you
Someone who supports me in almost everything I do

Years ago when you were young
You use to tag me along me everywhere
And my love has grown beyond compare
How lucky I am to have a niece like you
Someone who understand what I have gone through

Today, my niece, my baby
You have grown to be a beautiful lady
And married to this charming gentlemen
Tighten the knots on both end

Today, my niece, my baby
As you will be leaving the nest
Just remember life and its test
And for that I wish you all the best

May ALLAH bless the marriage of my baby
Nurul Izzati and her hubby Khairul Affendi!!!

2/8/2014

Warkah buat yang telah tiada

8.1.07
Pemergianmu merobek hati ini
kehilangan yang tidak pernah berganti
sentuhan yang kau tinggal tidak kekal lama
mereka berpaling tadah akhirnya.

8.4.08
Kau menyusuli isteri tercinta
hebatnya kasihmu terbukti jua
kehilanganmu menjadi saksi
janji-janji yang dimungkiri

31.12.09
Kehilanganmu aku ratapi
tiada lagi tonggak berdiri
siapa yang akan mengerti
apa yang terbuku dihati

30.1.14
Kau pergi tatkala kita dikhianati
tidak terdaya membela diri
lalu mereka menginjak maruah
aku tahu hatimu luka berdarah.

Kini,
tinggal aku sendiri
aku tidak punya apa lagi
aku seperti hilang kekuatan diri
aku ingin pasrah
aku ingin redha
namun
aku hanya manusia biasa
fitrahnya
ada hati, ada rasa
dan
segalanya aku telan jua.

Salam sayang
buat semua yang telah tiada.
Al-Fatihah.

26/07/2014